its just a matter of opinion

giveltifish @ 2005-10-16T21:44:00

2005-10-17T01:48:41Z

great weekend id have to say.

thanks all who participated.

i really dont know what you mean...

2005-10-09T22:27:42Z

just to that everyone knows.. in case they are ever wondering.. in the event that they may need to email me.......

my email address is...

lakrez10@yahoo.com

i know its really different from my screenname and everything and id expect it to confuse you.. so you might want to write it down somewhere.

beyond that.. lats night i went to the ninch inch nails, queens of the stoneage, autolux concert and it was really fucking fun.

happy 1 1/2 year anniversary last night trever.. i had a really great time and holy shit.. guys at concerts are creepy, BUT I SWEAR I DIDNT KISS THAT GUY.

yeah but it was really good and all the bands are really good live and i was almost suffocated. it was really fun.

in other news:

69 in my shower...

MOTHER FUCKIN KITTY KAT

2005-10-01T16:02:26Z

so i guess posting that im a fuckin kitty kat isnt enough for you people...

well ya know what.. why dont you all just stop complaining and blah blah blah.

in other news ive been informed i dont have to go up north the weekend of the 15th.

giveltifish @ 2005-09-30T10:16:00

2005-09-30T14:18:08Z

WhEEEWWWWW.. thanks for quiz noah

You Are A: Kitten!

Cute as can be, kittens are playful, mischevious, and ever-curious. Like you, kittens hate getting wet. Kittens are often loving, but are known to scratch or bite when annoyed. These adorable animals are the most popular pets in the United States--37% of American households have at least one cat. Whether it is your gentle purr or your disarming appearance, you make a wonderful kitten.

You were almost a: Lamb or a Bunny
You are least like a: Groundhog or a Turtle What Cute Animal Are You?

i like how they have kitten as a link.. just in case you don't know what it is.

kittens are SOSDGH FUCKDING LKDNGKJ CUTEUTEUUTEUUE

TOO BEAT EVERYONE THERE!!!

2005-09-18T15:52:42Z

IM BEATING ALL OF YOU THEREE..

I DONT WANT TO HEAR THIS AGIAN THIS YEAR:

The leaves are starting to change colors and i jsut feel like it totally.. like represents the changes that im going through.winter is coming and things are starting to die. but like change is a good thing blah blah. and its like sad to see like the green go.. but like new colors mean new things and so its like new stuff in my life. and like.. im like sad and blah blah fall.. i love falll its like colder like people get colder during the winter cuz like the sun doesnt come out and liek they get sad.. its called seasonal depression and like i just really want to go sledding a lot.

but like fall is like changing and i just feel like im changing and things are changing so like my emotions = FALL.

ALRIGHT THEREEEE. OK EVERYONE . OK

so anyways:
im watching free willy 3.
im lonely.

giveltifish @ 2005-08-28T11:18:00

2005-08-28T15:20:33Z

my hair fell into a curl shaped like a ying yang.

watch out for signs that say "hidden driveways"

2005-08-26T04:44:37Z

Hoo Hoo Hoo Hoo Hoo Hoo Hoo Hoo Hoo
You're living in your own Private Idaho
Living in your own Private Idaho
Underground like a wild potato
Don't go on the patio
Beware of the pool
blue bottomless pool
Its leads you straight
right through the gate
that opens on the pool

You're living in your own Private Idaho
You're living in your own Private Idaho

Keep off the path, beware the gate
watch out for the signs that say "hidden driveways"
Don't let the chlorine in your eyes
blind you to the awful surprise
that's waitin' for you at
the bottom of the bottomless blue blue blue pool

You're living in your own Private Idaho
You're living in your own Private Idaho

I felt as though this described my summer... and it explains the reason ive only been swimming in lakes

i realized that have mixed feelings about roads... theres the fact that they promote pollution, tree killing and strip malls. then theres like the fact taht they take you places, obviouslyl a good thing. It makes me sad that roads end.. specially the large roads that just turn into two lane highways to small streets to a dead end.. its just saddening for some reason.. but then theres the fact that the end of that road causes you to take another road.. which is a happy thought.. or you could get out and walk. either way roads ending is something i pondered and came up with so many cheesy metaphors it made me kind of sick. i guess all i ask is that you tell me how you feel about roads and the fact that they end..

oh.. and sorry that i didnt instead of curing cancer or spinal cord injuries.. i thought about roads.. i just think there might be something to it

just comment if you read it and tell me your thoughts on roads

MOTH'R #$%@ing VAnN!

2005-07-30T04:04:28Z

so today i got the MOTH'R #$%@ing mom-mobile.. which by the way does not make me a mom.. it makes it so i have to drive everyone to soccer/football/hockey/tennis/basketball/snowboard-ski and curling practice. LETS CARPOOL GUYS. so check check check it out:

wicka wicka.
NAME IS LAURA.
I GOT A VAN.
ITS ALMOST AS cOOL AS MY MOTHER FUcKIN' TAN (WHAT??)
i like it a lot cuz i can take out the back seat.
you can get a ride as long as i dont have to smell your mother fuckin feet.
(hey what...ding dongdy dong dong)
ive got a van.. i dont know the color its like silverish with a tad of green
woah i forgot i was rapping.. SOR-REE.. een

so theres my em effin van rap

today i went to wyandotte. im happy i moved.

In Chicago

2005-07-12T23:11:00Z

so yess.. im currently in chicago with 1 more day after today. Ive met some damn cool people and seen so many places around. I miss everyone though and im really ready to come home. it feels like its been weeks but its been like 4 days.
i definatly needed this without knowing it and im damn happy i came. im thinkin the things im missing.. ill have plenty of time to make up for it when i get home.

but hey everyone.. im damn ready to see your faces again cuz i miss MY BEDDD

oh and...FUCK ARCHITECTURE

california no more..

2005-06-27T01:31:32Z

HOme from california and damn was that fucking awesome. Im pretty happy to be home though cuz i missed all you guys. ive seen everyone so far, with the exception of ... well a lot of people BUT i just got back from jessicas so i saw a lot of people there..

california was really awesome and ive got a couple of stories.
which im most of you will hear at some point... airports blow by the way

its hitting me taht tomorrow i dont have to school and thats the best feeling ive had in awhile. yeah home.

ill see all of you around. bye.

Falling in Ponds and heading north

2005-06-03T00:53:54Z

so.. i was on a walk yesterday with my dog, and i was walking along in these woods when i heard a splash... so i looked over in some trees and there was a pond. I realized there were like 5 gigantor frogs in the pond and i decided i wanted to hold one.

so.. i sat at the side for a bit trying to figure out how the hell i would get around the little pond to where i could catch one.. then i fell in the pond and scraped my arm.. the time between falling and realizing i had was probably less then three seconds though felt like 10 minutes just cuz i was so damn surprised. At that moment it hit me how damn predictable everything has gotten to be, and that saddened me bc im one to stay away from that.. so i decided i was tired of thinking of that and took off running and didnt stop til i was close to my house.

The significane of the story was simply the fact that when i fell i felt like i fell back into myself, and i woke up from this really long, blurry dream (the last 1 or 2 months). It was a nice awakening, specialy considering my going up north tomorrow. Lately i feel like a lot of people dont know me the way i really am, and i often dont come off the way that i intend. The fact is that i like pretty much anyone i can think of, and im really just pretty shy still sometimes. I dont really know why, i just dont really know what to say to people i want to talk to the most.

I guess a big thing is the fact that the emotion im trying to portray almost never comes off on my face.. i have to figure that out still, synchronation between my face and emotions :-/

haha yes well anyways.. if you have an opinion comment cuz its been quite awhile since ive updated

giveltifish @ 2005-03-23T21:27:00

2005-03-24T02:30:16Z

SOOOO...

i hungout with gemini today.. estupendo it was...

then... hmm...

I GOT MY FUCKING LICENSEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

horaah horaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
thats how i feel .. so wonderful.. im sure most of you will be seeing me out on the rode in my moms awesome van.. so ayayyayayyay for being able to drive :)

-loveeeeeeeeeee-

YAY

2005-03-22T02:44:28Z

yes.. so with all of this talk about mariah carey.. i forgot to mention QUITE a big deal..

so i totally FUCKIN PASSED MY ROAD TEST.. and i shall receive my license on wednesday March 30, 2005. A glorious day it will be..

so horrah for ME!!!

-love for all-

Im sorry everyone

2005-03-21T23:57:34Z

yeah.. so i have this thing..

i wouldn't say its a problem.. but its certainly not ok...

so the truth is.. i have a hidden secret liking of mariah carey.. ITS NOT MY FAULT.
yeah so here's my favorite song by her.. i thought all of you should know..

i guess this is the only one i really like but yeahh here is a taste..

touch me baby
it feels so amazing (yeahhh)
as you say you need me
and you make me want you more and more

what do i do
what i say
does it feel good feeling this way
i want to be
all that you need
boy whats your fantasy

where do i go
ready or not
baby my love, aint gonna stop
take it down low, gonna get high

and my love goes ONONNNONNNNNONNNNONNNNNNNNNN( extremely high voice)

yeah so.. there it is.. im really sorry.

so beyond that.. today i had pie ..in math

it was real good

giveltifish @ 2005-03-21T18:51:00

2005-03-21T23:57:13Z

giveltifish @ 2005-03-16T18:44:00

2005-03-16T23:49:09Z

i went to gemini's and did rachel's homework. i enjoyed it because it was a really nice pencil that was nice and sharp. :)

i developed my film and that turned out well.. so thats .. well :)
tomorrow is the day of the saint of patrick...

i went to st patricks church for preschool:

k so one day this really mean girl kept telling me to give her a ball.. this ball wasnt a regular ball though.. it was a gigantic bouncy soft ball.. so i just wanted it a little longer.. then she yelled at me and i rolled it to her a little to hard.. and so then she rolled over the ball.. and i now mention she was extremely gigantic.. and its only funny cuz she was mean.. and anyone who is mean, fat or not, deserves something.. but her being fat made it funnier to tell.. so this really big girl rolled on the ball and hit her face on the pavement and cried.
then i felt really bad.. and now ive forgiven myself and its extremely funny. So yes.. thats what i think of when i think of St. Patrick and his day..

-sweet love :)-

giveltifish @ 2005-03-14T13:48:00

2005-03-14T18:49:53Z

i stayed home today cuz i had this wierd nausea thing going on.. not fun but sleep is :)

yesterday was really really great

i took the pictures ive been wanting to take for a really long time. They were based around dreams ive had and im thinkin im gonna change my photo theme to that.

whhile out with trever we found an old theater and that was damn amazing. then i saw gemini for .. 20 minutes? any amount of time is good with gemini:)
yeah so that was followed by going to birmingham with lauren, kyle, ian and jessica and that was damn fun to. YEAH OLD DEPARTMENT STORES AND FINdING dOORS OUT TO THE ROOF!!!

yeah but i just happened to be looking around at other livejournals.. and they were really fucking depressing.. and so now every one ive been looking at has seemed really depressing.. BOo hoo:(

last night i drew a picture.. and im fairly happy with it.. which is nice ... cuz the last couple weeks ive felt kind of blocked.. but after happy photos and drawing NO MORE BLOCK!!

-love :)-

wow yesterday was.. fun

2005-03-12T20:15:11Z

so yesterday.. was a little ridiculous.. i dont really know what to say about it but hi and i love you to anyone i saw? hhaa yeah thats about all ive got there...

yeah but planet of the apes is a good one..
thanks for the flowers:)

yay tawnys party today

and wow.. im realizing ive never had such a lack of things to say... after having what seemed to be an eventful day..

so ill talk about.. the worlds strongest boy

he could press 3 times his wait... and he looked scary. :)

yay secret societies and tad bit o' expression

2005-03-09T03:12:42Z

yes so i just got something in the mail, telling me ive been nominated to be in a secret society based on my academic excellence. First of all.. i cant tell you whats its called cuz its secret... second of all.. this excellence they speak of is not so recent.. but that is just fine

hmm.. otherwise ive been thinking about poetry festival a lot... last year i didnt know it exsisted.. til the day i went (hmm) and now yes. im about to start a painting soon, so yeah i guess ill probably submit it to be viewed there... im starting to feel much more confident about everything.. now that im out of that class and not constantly being compared to trever.
cuz thats just a little bit.. disheartening? the word will do

along with that ive finally found a photo theme.. and im really pretty excited about.. which will make it enjoyable to do:)

yeah but beyond that.. today was the big 11. so id like to give a call out to my mom.. thanks mom for being there, and GOD.. i couldnt do this with you..
hmm who am i forgetting..?

YAY TREVER!!! thanks :)

so there it is everyone, my most recent update

K so adding to gemini's entry cuz i agree

2005-02-06T18:31:25Z

thank you gemini:
to ad to that here

it pisses me off when people are like dude vegetarian? WTF??!!?
it pisses me off when people are like HIGH FIVE VEGETARIAN.. EW MEAT.. YOU EAT MEAT . BLAH BLHA

so heres an idea..

lets not talk shit and let people do what they want and believe what they want and look how they want.. cuz guess what everyone in the world.. it doesnt and shouldnt effect you at all..

there are these things that people have ... and they are called "differences"

k so these 'differences' make us cool or special or 'different'

understand?

so how bout everyone just shut the fuck up and let me and you and everyone else in this big world of ours do what they want.. if we did that... think about all the war and hate we woudlnt have and all the peace and love there would..

.. oh yeah.. no one seems to want that anymore.. nvm everyone

theres this thing we shouldve learned called cause and effect... people being shitty.. is the effect.. caused by people being shitty to them.. wierd huh.. so what you put into something.. is what comes out of it

all of you are cool.. and so are all the people not reading this..

so lets just shut the fuck up and be cool with that..
everyone has something, so leave each other alone

then again this is just how i feel.. so go and do what you want

HORRAAHH MIKE!!!

2005-01-29T21:08:02Z

FIRSTS.
First best friend: Alicia Harris(some girl in preschool)
First car: :(
First screen name: ha still the same
First self purchased CD: sublime - best of
First pets: mars the rat
First musician you remember hearing in your house: my dad singing... bonnie raitt?
Last cigarette: last night
Last car ride: 30 minutes ago
Last cry: like a week ago... dont remember why
Last movie seen: Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Last beverage drank: DIET PEPSI!!!
Last food consumed: Uptown Parthenon
Last crush: TREVER!!!
Last phone call: my brother
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: adio
Last cd played: incubus- make yourself
Last item bought: kleenex...?
Last annoyance: getting up for a dentist thing
Last disappointment: how bad
Last shirt worn: Summer 04, Traverse City Mi
Last website visited: livejournal.com
Last phrase you said: i do what i want.. haha thats not true
Last song you sang: taj mahal - cajun waltz
What color socks are you wearing? white
What time did you wake up today? 9.. then 1230

.FUTURE.
Where do you want to go? back to alaska, cali, england/scotland... italy, india...anywhere i can
Where are you going to live? I do what i want
How many kids do you want? like... 10 or something
What kind of car(s): dont care
.
CURRENT.
Current mood: HAAPPY!!!
Current music: ccr
Current taste: food
Current clothes: jeans, shirt + shirt, sweater, socks
Current hate: not exsistant... i dont like bombs..

UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits? biting my lip, looking around a lot a lot
2. Are you double jointed? no
3. Can you roll your tongue? FOR SURE
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? :(
5 Can you blow spit bubble? ...
6. Can you cross your eyes? i cant uncross them
7. Tattoos? like 8
9. Piercings/Tattoos..where? ears, nose, eyebrow, lip x2, clit, knee, toe
-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first? im thinkin the one closest
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown at anyone? most likely
12. On the average, how much money do you carry? ...2 - 5$
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? my hemp necklace and a ribbon bracelet that signifies me and gemini's LOVE
14. Favorite piece of clothinng? sweatshirts

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? both
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? not that i know of
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? not a fan...but cookies and cream...?
18. Steak or chicken? chicken
19. Pizza or Burger? pizza
20. How you like your steak? medium awesome
21. Do you cook? totally

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day
23. Hair drying method? ...sitting?
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? actually no.. what the hell?i didnt even realize that til now

-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear? lots
26. Do you ever spit? lil bit

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? theyre all beautiful :) cept for horses :(
28. Food? indian
29. Month? DECEMBER!!! more like july/september
30. Day? friday
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? rocko... gonna have to go with mike on this one
32. Music? awesome
33. Subject in school? photo... but i guess ill say chem :)
34. Color? dark red... burghandy
35. Sport? to play.. for sure duck duck goose.. actually its like baseball or something.. but what the hell...
36. TV show? (plural) that 70's show/simpsons

-- IN AND AROUND --
41. The CD player? csny...i cant find the other one
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? trever or lisa...?
43. Ever taken a cab? lots
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? not really... i dont like looking at myself with other people around.. i usually go into a bathroom
45. What color is your bedroom? light blue
46. you use an alarm clock? yeah
47. Window seat or aisle? aisle... i pee like no other

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? fetal
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? hell yes
50. Do you snore? no way
51. Do you sleepwalk? no
52. Do you talk in your sleep? little bit
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? ?
54. How about with the light on? i hate having lights on
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? no.. k only when im scared

ha yes

2005-01-28T02:46:20Z

yeah so im feelin really good right now, i had a pretty good day, i enjoyed the freezing cold sunshine. took a little trip with trever to go get pepsi and kleenex, yes thats right.

tomorrow is friday and things are good, so yes, although i usually feel good, i feel REALLY good :)

consideing this, id say this quiz is a little off:

Take the quiz: "How emo are you?"

Holy Shit Your Emo
Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser.

thats alright though. :)

yeah but besides that, who knew that its only a myth that when you shave the hair comes back darker and thicker.. oh and that dogs have really dirty mouths.. hmm.. alll thanks to school :)

PUTTING OFF SPANISH!!!

2005-01-27T01:10:14Z

yeah so im doing everything i can to put off spanish and not think about tomorrow... considering I HAVE TO GET INTO ASTRONOMY.. yeah if there are any failing seniors out there..can you get your shit together and not take my spot in astro.. COOL

yeah but just to put it out there.. Taj Mahal (the musician) is amazing... well so is the structure in india BUT... yeah.. so if your ever like hmm? what shall i listen to that bluesy and awesome and probably different than what im listening to now... just think TAJ MAHAL :)

Johnny Too Bad is a great one :)

yeah hes pretty fuckin awesome...

BUT anywhooo.. yay to all of those that skipped today, for that had to be awesome :) and im sorry bout your shit lisa.. i do love you so damn much.. and really miss hanging out with you everyday :(

but trever long, thank you so very much for an awesome day.. even if we didnt end up actually going anywhere after school, it was very good... plus going to village in the morning, thanks babe.. i love you ever so much :)

to the rest ... you are very likely amazing and awesome and lovely.. cuz i dont know anyone who isnt... :)
ellie you were dearly missed in history today as was gemini and rachel and mike and jim and jackie and everyone else that left or wasnt there.. along with anyone i didnt see.. YES JUST HI AND I LOVE YOU TO EVERYONEE!!!!

im in a good mood :)

-much love to all of you-

giveltifish @ 2005-01-23T01:00:00

2005-01-23T06:06:11Z

k so ive been up til
HOLY SHIT EXACTLY ! o'clock...

wow i jsut saw that.. aweosme

yes so ive been up taking online quizzes and wow these are addictive... here are a couple...

Napoleon Dyanamite
(Please rate my quiz)

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are
you?
brought to
you by Quizilla

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In
your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so...
so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a
helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly
towards
those you know, and those who know you
best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that
is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love
to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple
talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be
used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and
take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind....
But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look
up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because
they
can't bear the thought of your sweet
smile
turning into a frown :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With
Pics)
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you by Quizilla

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Your label is the Nice
girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However,
many people
appreciate your caring side and would
rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is
a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take
advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone
and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a
great
personality. Calm, serene, and
understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally
to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature,
your constant being-there can save a
life.

I suggest
your go into a field that
centers around working with others
such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist,
lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these
occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure
that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there
for
you.

What type of teenager are
you?
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you by Quizilla

this seemed accurate til i saw how they spelled oppurtunities
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u have a weird unconfy way
of fuck plz rate =P

☻WhicH ( ( SeX / SexuaL PositioN ) ) ArE YoU ?
(UpDaTeD n PICz) z74
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i dont know what the fuck is goin on here
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You like the sweet, shy type.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE
anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

this one was so fuckin right on... how else would you discribe trever...

so yeah im happy to say i wasted the last hour of my life on.. this

giveltifish @ 2005-01-21T17:02:00

2005-01-21T22:07:15Z

Laura, you're a Chosen One!

You're warm, giving, knowing, and patient. Chances are you're not afraid to actively pursue your goals and dreams. As if all that weren't enough, you pretty much set the standard for emotional health by being filled with positive feelings and energy.

You'd be a great person in an emergency and you always return phone calls. You're no fair-weather friend.

And that's just scratching the surface!

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FUCKIN YEAH!!!

i think SOME PERSONALITY TEST GOT IT RIGHT

hah yes...

it was so fucking awesome to be back in school.. as much as that may sound like bullshit.. i love everyone so damn much. yeah i went to the dr.s and she listened to my breathing for 30 seconds and said i was fine.. o yes

hmm i cant really dont anything away from my house tonight.. but thats ok.. cuz i saw everybody at school... 4 days at home was to much...

-mucho lovo-